This is a long and personal one…
I am not your typical Chicago Public School student parent.
I have a doctorate, an education from an Ivy League school and am fairly well
informed about the nuances of urban schools; I have studied them and worked
with their students, teachers, and parents for nearly a decade in several of
the largest urban school districts in the country.
One might think that my graduate educated wife and I are
crazy to even be sending our precious kindergarten-age daughter to what many view
as a dysfunctional system. For many reasons we decided to send her to our
neighborhood school; not that we did not make the attempt to navigate the CPS
bureaucracy to get her into a selective enrollment school or a gifted program,
but we were aware that the odds were slim, even for our upper-middle class
family; we knew that the neighborhood school might be our only public school
choice. Indeed, our local school ended up being the only CPS school option for
us. We knew that we still had the choice of sending her to a private school or
relocating to the suburbs, but ideologically and politically we believe in
integration across class and race and ethnicity and we also believe in public
education that is universally provided and supported. Also, our neighborhood
school is among the top 20% of elementary schools (in terms of test scores) as
our neighborhood reflects our income, education, while still holding to our
values of diversity along race and class. Also, as a researcher, I know that
much of what affects kids’ success in school has nothing to do with schools at
all; success in school has to do with poverty, physical health, parents’ income
and education level, the exposure to oral and printed language in the home,
immigration status, violence in the neighborhood, and having two adults in the
home to care for children. Enrollment in pre-school, where our daughter spent
three years, also provides a significant and lasting effect on academic success
all the way through college. So, our child holds advantages in just about all
of the above categories.
Our resolve was tested though on the day of our orientation
when we entered a 90-degree auditorium with no air conditioning and a hundred
or so parents and their children. There the principal informed us that our
children would be in two classes of 37 students each, and that likely even more
would be enrolling before the school year began in less than a week. An astute
parent asked if the teachers would have aides and the principal replied, “no.”
Determined, she followed-up asking, “can parents volunteer.” The principal
grinned and then rattled back, “yes, but you’d have to go through all the
requisite background checks, which would take a few weeks.” A collective pause,
laden with hope was present. Then the principal’s ironic grin grew large and
with almost comedic timing he said, “but CPS in its wisdom does not allow
parents to volunteer in their own child’s classroom.” And the parents, regardless
of probably not being well versed in game theory, knew that the classrooms
would have no volunteers. Then he introduced our daughter’s teacher, a young
woman no more than 25 years old with only one year of teaching experience under
her belt.
For four days we experienced the chaos of our “good”
neighborhood school. I weighed in my head whether we could really conceive of
selling the home we just bought last year as I dropped off my precious daughter
to a room of students who ranged from having graduate educated parents to those
who probably arrived as immigrants within the past few years and spoke little
English, to those who were spending their very first days away from their
parents, never having had any sort of formal pre-school instructional
experience before.
One day I saw the forty or so students line up in the
morning to enter the portable unit which housed their classroom, and two
children screamed and clawed to remain with their parents as the other students
marched into the building. The young teacher peeled the more strident child off
of her father and carried her into the class. Meanwhile my daughter and her
classmates were already in the room, unaccompanied. I only imagined that my
daughter, who is very well behaved in school and is already on the verge of
reading, would be tacitly neglected by the teacher to deal with the most needy
students for the first few months of school. As already wrote, she is
advantaged, right? She would be fine anyway. There is only so much a teacher
can do.
And then the strike came.
I followed the strike as closely as a parent, and as fairly
well informed researcher of urban schooling. But all theory, research and
principles fly out the window when things hit you directly. Despite knowing
that the teachers deserve the protection and stability of tenure, that they
need to be assessed on true measures of learning and success, that student
learning is influenced in many ways by factors that occur outside of school, I
still wanted to blame the teachers for neglecting my daughter that first week
and for abandoning her to strike. But again, there is only so much a teacher
can do-forty students, parents who I attempted to converse with but couldn’t
because they didn’t speak English, a principal who proudly said he keeps test
scores up by giving no less than 60 minutes of homework a day to kindergartners
(to serve the mandates of the state and federal governments)-the odds against
having a good experience were overwhelming. The teachers needed more; an
assistant, a smaller class, a system that provides healthcare and integration
services for immigrant parents, among so many other things. While these may not
be “strikable,” especially when you make an average of $76,000 a year, the
teachers seemed justified in taking a stand.
So, allowing rationality to prevail, my family supported the
striking teachers. I took our daughter to “strike camp” each day, provided by a
local non-profit that typically runs supplemental afterschool programs in the
public schools. The camp was a relief. The seventy or so students who were
enrolled in the camp were met by no less than ten young adults, a staff to
child ratio 7 to 1, about one-sixth of what the public schools had to offer.
Our daughter knew all of the staff members’ names by the second day and
displayed an excitement about the program that she had not shown in the first
week of actual school. She was learning Chinese, was doing theater, and completed
worksheets that had writing exercises. By the third day I noted that all the
staff greeted our daughter by name, with large smiles, and a genuine interest in
having fun.
While driving her to the camp on the fourth day, our
daughter seemed especially pensive. She noted that I had been honking and
waving to the red-clad striking teachers at the five or so schools we passed on
the way to the camp. She asked why and I explained that I wanted to show that I
supported them, because they wanted to help get more things to help kids do
better in school. She paused and then said, “I hope they get more toys for us.”
I laughed and told her that they would probably get more books or even more
teachers. She heaved a sigh and said, “Daddy, you know I really hate school.
There is too much learning.” I was shocked. This was a statement coming from a
little girl who had been anticipating going to elementary school for months; a
girl who would come home from pre-school singing and happy on most days. After
having the opportunity to visit the elementary school of some friends’ children
in suburban Atlanta, she became enthralled with the idea of the cafeteria and
how “big kids” got to pick their lunch (of course the CPS school we enrolled
her in had no cafeteria). Now she was saying she hated school. “Why?” I asked.
“I have to sit in one place all day, and we don’t get to play, and all we do is
learn,” she lamented. My heart was breaking. “We are just kids,” she said.
There was another pregnant pause. She then said, “Daddy,
you’re a teacher, right?” “Yes, I am.” “I think then that I don’t have to go to
school again. I can just stay home with you and you can be my teacher.” I
couldn’t believe her desperation to find a way not to return to school. “I
would love to stay home with you, but I have to work to make money. I can’t
stop teaching my own students.” Silence. “I know,” she said. “You can teach me
at night after you work in the day. During the day I can just spend time with
Mommy.” And then we arrived at camp. “I can see you have given a lot of thought
to this idea.” “Let me think about it,” I said. And so I did.
After some hard conversations and frantic searching on the Internet
for private schools, my wife and I found ourselves at a local Catholic school
on the sixth day of the strike. We were visiting with the principal, who for
the next two hours explained the curriculum, showed us the kindergarten
classrooms that each had less than twenty students with teachers with over
thirty years of experience between them. We saw the already beautiful, but
soon-to-be renovated gymnasium, the library filled with books, the friendly and
calm staff. And for our last stop we saw the spacious cafeteria, where the kids
would be treated to hot meals each day. Then next day the strike was resolved,
and while the teachers and students returned to public schools after that, our
daughter began Catholic school.
So, what does this have to do with Mexicans or Latinos?
Well, as we walked away from the Catholic school I told my wife that I wondered
how in our pleasant middle-class neighborhood that the public school still felt
very urban, crowded, and disproportionately minority. After visiting the parochial
school it made sense because we had found the white middle-class people; they
pay for school quality because they can. Poverty among Latino children is at 27%, and schools are so much more than just places of learning for them; they are medical centers, social service agencies,recreation spaces, babysitters, and spaces for acculturating new immigrants.
The strike hit Latinos hard because they lost this resource. But how much of a
resource can they be with such poor funding that is dependent upon test scores
rather than the full array of socioemotional outcomes that schools are
responsible for. How
could schools overcome all of the challenges facing Latinos when there are as
many as 50 students per teacher in some pre-school classrooms? Meanwhile,
the middle-class and above remove themselves from this system by fleeing to the
suburbs or private schools. Without ethnic, racial and class integration, how
can schools get better? I wish I had the solution to this complex problem. It
will probably take a really long time to address. Despite my ideals, I’ve
learned that for our Latina daughter, we simply couldn’t wait for the answer to
arise in the public schools. Unfortunately, so few other Latinos have this
choice.